Sigh

Oh, I'm so busy. I'm in Phantom of the Opera! Rehearsals, work, homework, scholarship & college applications. PBBT...(me blowing a raspberry)

I am so not creative...at least right now.

I can see an immediate problem with this blog: time. I don't have time to always be updating! I'll try to do better...this post is so lame.

Brainstorming!!!

I don't believe that I have yet discovered all of the opportunities I will have to write in my future. I will keep a journal to record and find my thoughts and learn about myself and the world around me. I will continue writing petr. I love poetry! Not sure if I'll ever go "professional" about it, or publish any of it, but I can certainly learn from writing poems in the same way I can learn from writing in a journal. I love the beautiful, eloquent way poems express feelings, and I want to be better at letting the poems write themselves through my brain and hands. I want to feel about poetry the way an author feels about novels. I want my children to learn from me to love writing, but first I have to learn to love writing myself. Perhaps I will make a blog about my life someday. I might make a blog about my experiences in learning to write and how writing changes my life and gelps me learn nd grow in every way. I am excited to learn as much as I can about life, and I am sure learning to write will help me in every other aspect of my lfe! I had a thought in my brain, but t just disappearded! I want to learn to act well; I have this hunger for getting on the stage and being my character, and learnign from her; the same goes for music. I want to feel what I sing and play more often than I do now. I hope writing will help me with all of these things and more. I don't knowhow much of this I will put in my paper, but whether I give it to MR. McConkie or not, I will still benefit from all that I have written today. I believe that I am ready to type this up. It is interesting how I find that when I pause to think, my mind goes blank. Perhaps I sould just let my thoughts flow, and carry me along, like a pebble in a river.
I have thought of an option for a thesis: I plan to use writing to learn more about myself, my loves, and the world around me, now and in the future.
Or maybe that couldbe the concluding sentence. Qho knows? I guess we'll find out.
Maybe this is why Jenica finds witing so easy. She goes with the flow of her thoughts. Perhaps this is what makes the things she writes so meaningul and profound.